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Fear.

by Trent de la Cruz

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1.
Graces 03:28
You'll never know how it feels to be here Until you put yourself in the shoes You'll never know what it means to be here Until you put yourself in my place Till you fall from your graces As you float past all the memories you've made Till you fall from your graces As you explode in a fashion likely to blow them away You'll never know what it means to be me Until you live a day in my life Till you fall from your graces As you float past all the memories you've made Till you fall from your graces As you explode in a fashion likely to blow them away It's probably too easy to understand where I am coming from I'll just sit here and wipe my tears Until you fall from your graces As you float past all the memories you've made Till you fall from your graces As you explode in a fashion likely to blow them away
2.
Dead Ringer 03:07
It takes so much time to get myself up in the morning I guess I'd rather lay in bed I will never understand why you'll never feel Like you understand that other people are real too But I never pay no mind, no I don't have the time for it all Maybe you'll get it one day, I don't have to tell it to you all I will never understand why you'll never feel Like you understand that other people are real too It's like it's a joke, there's no hope for you, I wish the best But I will never understand why you'll never feel Like you understand that other people are real too I will never understand why you'll never feel Like you understand that other people are real too You live your life, but you don't let other people do it too So you're living a lie, what the hell are you gonna do I will never understand why you'll never feel Like you understand that other people are real too I will never understand why you'll never feel Like you understand that other people are real too
3.
Envy You 02:20
I try to lay back and smoke some loud I try to feel like I'm on a cloud And every day I'm 40 miles above Anybody spewing out hate or love I am spending every day above Everything you have ever fucking done So I don't envy you, or anything you do No, I don't envy you, or anything you do I don't ever want to be your pawn I don't want to be a part of your so-called love I just want to take you aside here I just want to make it very clear That I don't envy you, or anything you do No, I don't envy you, or anything you do La da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da
4.
Comedown 04:57
Okay, so, take lighter and hit it until you can't hit it anymore And then I'll take it from you and you'll just lay back And see how it goes Okay, it should be working now Do you feel anything Hey, can you hear me Hello Can you feel it yet Can you feel anything Trent, can you hear me Wait wait wait Sh, sh, sh I think he's about to say something Doesn't it feel like time is slowing down Each day gets longer than the last one There's no chance that we'll find the ground So we lay back and just let it happen to us now So sing this song while you're waiting for me to comedown Just sing this song while you're waiting for me to comedown If you think about it too hard, you'll start to go insane When you're looking at the colors, so long they begin to change So sing this song while you're waiting for me to comedown Just sing this song while you're waiting for me to comedown It's taken so long, I wish that I would come down But it don't know any time or space we bound it to So sing this song while you're waiting for me to come down Just sing this song while you're waiting for me to come down
5.
I Woke Up 02:44
The aliens are coming And I don't mind at all I hope they brought some space buds Cause we're gonna have a ball We're floating on a cloud, again I think they've become my friends I'm taking another dab I'm taking it to myself Fuck the world and everybody else It's just me and them Feeling fly Floating through the sky I don't realize that I'm free We're just floating in the space I just hope they take me to a quieter place But at least I woke up today I should probably call it a blessing I woke up today Feeling like I'm a man on a mission I woke up today But it don't feel the same as it used to before, oh no I woke up today But it don't feel the same as it used to before, oh no I woke up today But it don't feel the same as how I felt back in 2017 Waking up to the Hollyweed sign on the news Was a nice break from a world that's frightening But now it's 24-7 Seeing babies out here turn to angels in heaven Well maybe it was like this way before We were stuck in a new cycle Poverty and war But you know I got my guard up Trying to be a simple man But you know it's hard to be safe without a simple plan Mr. International's the thing that I'm not You know I lost my passport before X got shot But at least I woke up today I should probably call it a blessing I woke up today Feeling like I'm a man on a mission I woke up today But it don't feel the same as it used to before oh no I woke up today But it don't feel the same as it used to before oh no Shit How long was I out for Ten minutes That's it?
6.
Hey man, hope everything's going okay I know, the last time that we talked, uh Things got a little bit heated Um, I just want you to know I'm willing to set things aside and, uh, if you want to, pick things up again I miss you man, maybe you'll get this, maybe you won't But uh, anyways, hope you're doing well As he thinks back to the days that have come and gone He realizes there's a lot that they got wrong They told themselves that they're helping everyone But that can't be further from the truth; my god, they're lost So he takes it upon himself To leave this town He doesn't know why yet But he'll figure it out He's on his own again Some days it hurts to know that he doesn't have anyone From his old life; my god, they hate what he's become But it shouldn't affect them cause we're all the fucking same Take a look around you're just a skeleton with a brain So he takes it upon himself To leave this town He doesn't know why yet But he'll figure it out He's on his own again No one even cares anymore, the ones that do Stick around, and call every now and again it's cool Maybe I'll hear from you one day and you'll call me your friend So I take it upon myself Just to leave this town I don't know why yet But I'll figure it out I'm on my own again
7.
What is there to do here? I can't find it on my own What is there to do here? Do people really call this a home Take a look around you. See all the hurt and pain Nobody gives it a second glance. Nobody gives it fame Yeah take a look around you. See all the hurt and pain Nobody gives it a second glance. Nobody gives it fame Welcome to all of me Welcome to everything that is free Welcome to everything you want to see Welcome to Sault Sainte Marie Without you I am all but content Without you I don't know what I was meant for Without you I am all but content Without you I don't know what I was meant for Without you I am all but content Without you I don't know what I was meant for Oh, you can't believe I said, oh, you can't believe Oh, you can't believe I said, oh, you can't believe Sault Sainte Marie

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released August 17, 2023

Performed by and recorded by Trent de la Cruz.
Producer, Engineer, Mixing Engineer, and Mastering Engineer: Trent de la Cruz

Recorded at: Trents basement,
Mixed at: various cars, headphones, speakers, houses that Trent has been to/owns.

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Trent de la Cruz Spokane, Washington

Trent De La Cruz is a musician and producer who creates an eclectic blend of Experimental indie music that is a unique reflection of the world around him. The combination of distorted guitars and clean indie electronica styles results in a mesmerizing wall of sound, reminiscent of artists such as Whirr, Weed, my bloody valentine, MGMT, of Montreal, HOMESHAKE, Wand, and many more! ... more

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